The
mountain peaks passed below them like a sea of white-tipped waves, the wind
roaring in Renee’s ears. Vengeance had not spoken since they had retrieved
Octavius’ fury. She had swum to the surface of the sea, and rather than then
heading towards land, had continued her upward trajectory, carrying them into
the night sky. Once she had pierced the clouds, she had changed course, sailing
over them in the bright moonlight.
Suddenly,
Vengeance’s voice entered Renee’s mind.
See that away to our
right?
She
moved Renee’s hand, pointing at a mountain with split peaks.
“I
do,” said Renee.
That is Drake’Shar. They
say that is where the Elven Empire fell, and where the gods gave rise to their
greatest servants.
“Is
it true?”
Does it matter? Stories
have more power than you would believe. Even should those things have not
happened truly, it is that people believe the stories that makes them real.
They also say that it is on Drake’Shar that the walls between the worlds of the
living and the dead are weakest.
“Is
that also just a story?”
Vengeance
was silent for quite a while. Renee gazed down through the clouds, watching the
mountains shrink into foothills, then into plains that stretched out like a
great green and brown blanket across the world. Finally, Vengeance spoke again.
How do you think I came
into the world?
Renee
felt a chill. It made sense that Vengeance had crossed to here from somewhere
else. She had heard plenty of stories of demons and spirits as a child, and
they had always been said to have come from some other world. Perhaps Vengeance
was like them. Perhaps she was a…
I am no demon. Demons are
foul creatures that take hold of your soul, corrupting it and turning you in to
something as vile as them. I have not changed you, nor touched your soul. Your
soul called out to me, touched me, and brought me to you in my hour of need.
Renee
hissed, “But I do not want you here.”
Your soul called to me,
and your heart sealed the bargain. I gave you your greatest desire, and now I
may use you as a vessel to attain what I desire most.
“Which
is?”
Drake’Shar
was vanishing over the horizon, shrinking away into the faint glow of the
rising sun. With that light, Renee was able to get her bearings, and realised
that they were travelling north, making the mountains below the Shadowspines, and
the gap in them Manoran’s Pass.
Renee
could feel that Vengeance would not answer her question, so she changed tack.
“Where
are we going?”
To one of the oldest
places in the world. A place of magic, of jealousy, and of treachery.
“I
do not know of this place.”
You wouldn’t,
small-minded creature that you are. You were content in your little world by
the sea, trapped in the monotony of life. You might have wondered about distant
horizons as a child, but soon you suffocated that dream by living as others wished
you to. You were told that girls grew into wives and mothers, not women, and
you believed what you were told. I gave you your heart’s desire, but now you
realise that what you desired was a cage, a promise of monotony, labour, and
pain.
Renee’s
stomach twisted. Something in Vengeance’s words rang true at a deep level. A
forgotten memory stirred; dreams of travelling, of seeing all the wonders of
the world.
I am right, and you
cannot deny can you, child? You know that you once dreamed, and that you let
that dream die. It is why you fell in love with a sailor, a man who was away,
travelling the world as often as he was home. Your dream could at least have a
ghost through him, while you sat in your tiny room, thinking of him; where he
was, what he was doing, what he was seeing.
Renee’s
heart sank as a new realisation dawned. Vengeance seemed to sense that, and
latched on to it.
You do not love him,
Renee. You love what he represents: a dream you have lost, and a life you
cannot have. His life is what you love, not him. Tell me, what about him do you
love?
“He
is kind.”
You can find a kind man
anywhere.
“He
is gentle.”
Hardly a rarity.
“He
loves me.”
Many men would love a
woman like you, or at the least profess to. You are gifted with everything a
man will desire.
“Doran
loves me for more than that. If you think so little of love, then clearly you
have never felt it.”
Oh, but I have child, I
know how love feels, and how it burns and crushes you. I know how all love
ends.
For
a moment Renee was taken aback, and she almost felt sympathetic towards
Vengeance. Then she hissed, “So the love you felt wasn’t true, wasn’t pure, and
so you hate all love because you did not have the truest love.”
You know nothing of me.
“You
have said enough for me to know that you are jaded, and have been jilted
before. Is that why you now are fuelled only by hate, and rage?”
Vengeance
was silent. Renee’s mind drifted, thinking about all that Vengeance had said.
Her stomach churned, and she felt lost. Part of her felt that Vengeance spoke
true, but much of her still longed to be in Doran’s arms again, to hear his
deep voice again, even to see him sail into port again.
Something
sparkled on the horizon, like a star resting upon the world. As they approached
it resolved itself into a cluster of shining lights, reflected by the dark
waters around them.
“What
is that?” asked Renee.
Illeth Moran.
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